Friday, November 25, 2011

What money can't buy?

Just yesterday, "#moneycantbuy" & "#whatmoneycantbuy" are trending on twitter. I thought of myself and reflected from it, what is that thing? Then, I thought of the song by Jessie J, the Price Tag. The song states that "Money can't buy us happiness" and it is true. Happiness is a feeling of something intense with divinity.

A thought again entered my mind, I realized that every time we are buying the things we wanted so much, it is not happiness. Because happiness is tangible, maybe a reason to have it is something tangible also. Agree?

As I think further, I realized deeper what happiness is. Recently, my father is giving me much money than I need. Thus, I have now collected them to save it and so I feel so rich by now. They're all in my wallet at my pocket everywhere I go. However, as time goes by, I see myself unhappy though I have the money. Did you get the point? I don't buy the things to save many yet i'm unhappy. I have the money to buy the things I want but still unhappy. Sometimes I buy the things I want, yet I am still unhappy. It just shows that happiness needs no money.

Before, I have just the right amount to survive each day, my daily allowance is just sufficient for my needs. Above all, I am happy and I live to the fullest.

Do I need to give the money to whom it supposed to be? I cannot take the risk that in case I give the money to others, I am still unhappy.

I wonder, what can make me happy again?

The Boring Routine

I am Zhab. A child of God, a family member, a friend, a student, a simple man. I am those kind of person often in my routine, nothing better and nothing worst.

During weekdays, Monday to Friday, I have one routine. I wake up in the morning, take a bath, dress up as student, go to church, go to school, study, study, study, dismissed, thinking where will I go, then go to SM Clark, roam around, nothing to do, go home, then play football, then sleep in the afternoon (watch Naruto as alternative), wake up in the evening, play computer, eat dinner, still on computer, log out, do anything else, sometimes study lessons, pinaglalatag ng higaan si Dadz, until, i sleep in the midnight. Another thing, texting for the whole day. That's my routine, only, i skip some of those mentioned because of some reasons. Also, when I don't go to SM, I walk my way home. See how I memorized my routine? A fact I do it again and again with no lies.

In my saturdays, I usually spend it at home. I wake up, eat three times a day, clean the mess, text the whole day, nothing more. Sometimes, I go anywhere just to spend my time. If there could be classes, then I'll enter the class.

During Sunday, my priority is to attend the Holy Mass. I do everything I want as long as I attend the holy mass.

That is how i spend my week, I am wondering why is it so boring. I feel nothing good of what I am doing, I see myself so pathetic. Can you tell me why? hm.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Now

Soul mate, I love you
More than anyone can do
Will you love me too?

You can have my heart
Please do not break it apart
Promise we won't part

I'll never hurt you
I hope you'll do the same too
Our hearts won't be blue

Will you love me now?
Now that I have told you how
Say YES, I'll say WOW :)

Monday, November 14, 2011

Wo De Qin Ai

I did everything for you my love
But I'll just let it fly like a dove
Nothing I can do but to accept the truth
I cannot blow to create sound in a flute.

Sometimes it is better in movies
For us there can be possibilities
But I need to face the reality
I have to wake up from the fantasy.

If you would just gave me the chance
I can give you my best dance
But I fell and you didn't catch me
I cannot even go forward to thee.

Suiran wo hen ai ni
Wo mei fenfa gaosu ni
Wo xin zhong yi you oh ` qin ai
Danshi shi wo de ai

Hero or Zero?

This world was created by our Almighty God
We should be thankful for what we had
He protects us from disasters like flood
Also prevents us from being bad.

But there is a problem with us people
We destroy the creations which are wonderful
Just look at our planet so awful
Let us awaken ourselves from being fool.

Let's make it again a wonderful place
So we could live and our Earth stays
We can clean our planet in so many ways
Just do it on all of the days

God speaks and our planet makes echo
We need to follow this motto
In this world we should be a Hero
Or we will lose it and gain Zero

BitterSweet

Every smile has a meaning
Every happiness has something
Every day is worth living
Everything happens when a guy is falling

Every sadness has a reason
Every tear has an explanation
Every pain has a caution
Everything is behind one person

The world has really been too small
Of the billions, to you I fall
I love you more every time you call
Your heart is ready in my heart to install

I showed you love with all my might
But you felt it only slight
I can't be jealous because I don't have the right
For I just hid and I didn't fight

We are meant to see each other
Till the end we'll live together
If only we could live forever
I will love you and leave you never

It hurts me that we're not meant to be
Though I know that you belong with me
When can I set myself free?
If I am the bee and you're the honey

This poem has been bittersweet
I wonder how those stanzas fit
Lines are made with how my heart beat
I guess I need a first aid kit.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Once Upon A Time

I fell in love once upon a time
It was true and I'm not being a mime
I can see myself smiling without a reason
But I discovered behind it there's a person

I felt like a prince once upon a time
Rescuing a princess in the tower I'll climb
I thought of it like another fairy tale
Like a story where love don't fail.

I felt like a poet once upon a time
I had written poems with stanzas on rhyme
The story is that we are together
How good to know that the ink belongs to the paper

I felt like a criminal once upon a time
I stole your heart and it's a crime
But it's no good so I returned it
At least I had you in a little bit

But not all things last forever
There's no such thing as "Happily ever after"
Everything is just chances every time
Everything is just "Once Upon A Time".