Enough

God won't always give us what we ask for, but he will give you what's suppose and what's enough.

I believe.
Just this few days, I am a little bit worried of my grade in my major subject but I believe I can achieve this certain grade which is quite high. Everyday I have been thinking of it, and praying for it. For I believe I have done to the extent I can reach that certain grade. Until, yesterday, I received my grades in all subject.

My worry ended with gladness and contentment. My grade in my major subject was one step closer to the certain grade I wanted. I wanted 1.75 and I got 2.0, very close right? I am not disappointed that I haven't reached that certain grade, I really appreciated it instead.

This is an achievement for me, really. Imagine, from one of the lowest, I am now one of the highest. 2.0 is already a very good grade. And in that very hard subject, I climbed from 2.5 up to 2.0. This is very unexpected, and this is the result of my performance.

Getting the grade of 1.75 is not just for personal intention, it's because I wanted my Dad to be happy, to show him that I've done my best to get a higher grade. Though, 2.0 is appreciated. Once, he told me, "Basta matataas lang grades niyo, masaya na ako, sulit na ang pagod ko sa trabaho". (When you grades are high, I'll be happy, my effort for working is worth it) It's one of my motivation for wanting higher grades.

But, God knows what I have done, He knows what I deserve. He knows I asked for the certain grade of 1.75, yet I got 2.0 because that's what is suppose to be my grade. 2.0 is enough. I have done enough and I got what's enough. It's fair.

I believe I can do more next time, I can do much for my grades, and he will give me enough of what I invested for the subject.

Thanks be to God :)