Thank God. I feel so blessed. :)
Sa isang article na naipost ko noon, tinanong ng professor ko, "sure na ba kayo next sem?". Which implies, kaya niyo pa ba magpatuloy from Financial Accounting 1 (FINAC1) to FINAC2. Sabi ko sa article na yun, challenge accepted. Sa kagustuhan kong maging CPA, syempre magpapatuloy ako. At heto na nga nangyari sa Finac2 ko..
Lahat ng Finac2 Quizzes ko pinagpray ko at pumasa ako.
May isang quiz nga lang na nagtiwala ako sa sarili ko at nagkulang sa prayer, ayun Bumagsak ako.
Lesson learned: Kahit gaano ka pa ka'confident sa sarili mo, hindi mo kakayanin mag-isa yan. Always ask God's presence and guidance.
At sa huling quiz problem (pre-exam test), feel ko babagsak ako dahil gulong-gulo ako sa chapters. Nagreview nman akong mabuti, at nagpray kay God na Gabayan nya ko ng maigi dahil alam ko di sapat ang nareview at naintindihan ko. Sabi ko pa, kahit yung sapat na Score lang.
At ayun, pumasa ako sa Quiz prob. So blessed. Out of 65 items YATA yun, 33 ang check ko. Just enough na nakalahati ko.
Kung nahihirapan ka kahit nag-aral ka naman ng mabuti, sabayan mo ng panalangin para maganda ang bunga ng paghihirap mo.
Dati din akong puro bagsak ang Quizzes noong Finac1, at dun lalo tumibay ang pananalig ko kay God. Nang ipagpanalangin ko ang pag-aaral ko, ayun, puro magandang bunga na ang scores ko.
Gabi-gabi ako nagrereview. Bawat umaga bago pumasok ng school, pumupunta akong church to pray. Di ko masasabing matalino na ako. Masipag lang ako, sumunod ako sa payo ng Prof ko. Pinaghirapan ko makamit ang grade na meron ako.
At dahil kasama ko naman si God, di ko na kailangan dayain ang scores ko. Mayroong iba na nandadaya eh.
Sabi nga nila, "It's not the grades that defines who you are."
Para sakin, "It is How you got your grades that defines who you are."
And that's you.
Noon, tanong ng prof ko, "Sure na ba kayo next sem?" Ngayon, ang sabi ng professor ko, "Hindi ko na kayo mapipigilan maging 3rd year."
We survived. Ang sinasabi nilang pinakamahirap sa kursong Accountancy ay nalagpasan na namin. Panibagong pagsubok na ang kakaharapin namin niyan. :)
Thank You God for this challenging experience. May you keep me in your church and let me go out spreading the faithfulness to you, my Lord. Be with me in my next semesters and I shall pass them all and achieve my dream, the dream you gave me which is to be a Certified Public Accountant. :)
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Just Another Day
How happy are they walking in the rain
And here I am waiting in vain
I see them on the park, holding hands while walking
Tomorrow's our exam, I hold my pen studying.
I see pictures of couples together
I hold the camera, capture their forever
They told me all the flowers were sold out
I don't even know what they're talking about.
People promise their love is very deep
Here I am enjoying my sleep
Look at all the gifts that they have to buy
I'm just here waiting for time to pass by
A day is always a part of everyday
May it be an awesome or a simple day
Today celebrates the Valentine's Day
This day will just pass by, just another day.
And here I am waiting in vain
I see them on the park, holding hands while walking
Tomorrow's our exam, I hold my pen studying.
I see pictures of couples together
I hold the camera, capture their forever
They told me all the flowers were sold out
I don't even know what they're talking about.
People promise their love is very deep
Here I am enjoying my sleep
Look at all the gifts that they have to buy
I'm just here waiting for time to pass by
A day is always a part of everyday
May it be an awesome or a simple day
Today celebrates the Valentine's Day
This day will just pass by, just another day.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Studious Becomes A Freak
I'm single, alone, all by myself
Facing the compact books in my shelf
Every day I bring books in the school
In the night I study like a fool.
I do love my bed, I don't know why
All day long, I always occupy
Keeping myself to have lots of rest
Sleeping to forget all the stress.
I'm happy, yes, I think I'm happy
I really thought grades can bring me glee
Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
Did I not feel how to sing the song?
I eat all the pages in the book
But I don't even know how to cook
Scores are higher than the average
The mirror shows I have older age.
Tomorrow is another exam
I wanna try to give it a damn
I will try to be a big damn freak
I'll kiss my Valentine on her cheek.
Facing the compact books in my shelf
Every day I bring books in the school
In the night I study like a fool.
I do love my bed, I don't know why
All day long, I always occupy
Keeping myself to have lots of rest
Sleeping to forget all the stress.
I'm happy, yes, I think I'm happy
I really thought grades can bring me glee
Tell me, tell me, where did I go wrong?
Did I not feel how to sing the song?
I eat all the pages in the book
But I don't even know how to cook
Scores are higher than the average
The mirror shows I have older age.
Tomorrow is another exam
I wanna try to give it a damn
I will try to be a big damn freak
I'll kiss my Valentine on her cheek.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Note and Destination
"I don't know. I do not know where this career will bring me. Should I go? Confused. O.O"
John is confused. He is an Engineering Student in a university. Recently, he is very confused, he is having a hard time in his career. He studies very well so he can pass all his subjects, he spends too much time studying just to pass each examinations. He is not smart, just an average learner struggling in school to get his diploma. His grades are good, but he suffers a lot to get the good grades. He loves his course but he doesn't know if he can survive the course.
One day, while burning the midnight oil, he suddenly stopped studying. He then gets a paper and makes a note:
"Why am I studying too much? I almost wasted my life doing all these things. What if, what if I cannot survive this course? Everything is a waste. I believe in myself, but this life doesn't go as we believe.
I cannot drop my course, my family had spent so much already though I have a scholarship. My family counts on me, they expect me to finish this course.
I entered this course, I really don't know what this is. I just came in, and I just can't go out. Where, where will I go? Ahhhhhhhhh!
Stop it John. Let's study again, now."
As he opened the book, he fell asleep.
The next morning, he woke up cramming to read the lessons. Suddenly, he thought, "I should stop this. I know I had enough. I cannot let myself suffer in this course." He went to school dressed up, frowning, worrying because he knows he has not studied well.
When John's professor came into the room, he announced that the examination was postponed for some reasons. John felt the relief. His frown face got a smile on his face. He felt saved from a very hard examination. The professor announced that they can go home already telling htem he cannot attend the class.
John said, "Oh thank you. maybe not studying a lot will postpone examinations. Haha. Kidding. Well, I have to go home and sleep again. I want to sleep!"
"Oh, I already slept a lot last night. Well, it's a great feeling. Maybe I should just sleep always," John added.
John rode on a public transportation. He sat beside the driver.
While on the trip. All the passengers went down the public transportation. John was left beside the driver of the vehicle. The driver talked.
Driver: Hey dude. Where's your destination?
John is asleep.
Driver: Hey dude. Wake up. You're on a public transport. Where's your destination?
John is half awake. John: My destination? Oh, I don't know. I don't know where this course will bring me. I'll just continue till where this will stop. I just study. Studying all over again.
Driver: So, you're a student, a studious student. You're studying with sleepless night, I guess your family expects a lot from you?
John: Yeah. They spent too much money for me to study. We're not rich but I got my scholarship but they still pay for some of my expenses. They expect I can finish this course.
Driver: But, do you like your course?
John: I love my course now. Honestly, I entered this course though I know nothing. Now that I liked it, I just can't get out. I have no option not to like it.
Driver: You know, you're lucky. Oh no, you're blessed.
John fully woke up. John: Oh why? Suffering in school? Blessed?
Driver: Yeah. You know, when I was your age. We're rich, I have all the means but I don't want to go to school. I spend my time with friends going at the bar. I got sleepless nights just drinking beers and chasing women.
I stopped so soon, that's why I wasn't at my destination. You are still on your destination, you are blessed young student. Pursue your dreams. Believe in yourself, what you believe is what you can do.
I did not suffer in school before. But, now I'm suffering being just a driver on a public transport. You are suffering in school now, but you won't suffer when you have your job and get rich someday.
My dream is to be a Mechanical Engineer, but I ended up as a driver of a machine. I like my course but I did not love studying. You are loving your course, you can study well, you can finish your course if you believe in yourself.
Go on your destination. If you have "what-ifs", just ignore them. Like what I said, "Believe in yourself, what you believe is what you can do."
John: (Inspired) Thank you very much for that motivation. I can do this. Just last night, I am so worried. Now, you carried all my worries away. Thank you so much!
Driver: You're welcome. Just remember my story, you'll be motivated. You still have your chance, go to your desired destination.
John: There's my destination. Stop the vehicle over there. Thanks for the motivating ride.Hoping I could ride with your vehicle again.
Driver: See, you arrived at your destination. Good luck on your studies! God bless you.
John: Yeah thanks!
The public transport went away as John run fast going to his bedroom. John is looking for something. And, voila..
John burnt the note he has written last night. John believed what's written in the note became true, it happened on their conversation with the driver. So, John wrote a new note of his destination.
John is confused. He is an Engineering Student in a university. Recently, he is very confused, he is having a hard time in his career. He studies very well so he can pass all his subjects, he spends too much time studying just to pass each examinations. He is not smart, just an average learner struggling in school to get his diploma. His grades are good, but he suffers a lot to get the good grades. He loves his course but he doesn't know if he can survive the course.
One day, while burning the midnight oil, he suddenly stopped studying. He then gets a paper and makes a note:
"Why am I studying too much? I almost wasted my life doing all these things. What if, what if I cannot survive this course? Everything is a waste. I believe in myself, but this life doesn't go as we believe.
I cannot drop my course, my family had spent so much already though I have a scholarship. My family counts on me, they expect me to finish this course.
I entered this course, I really don't know what this is. I just came in, and I just can't go out. Where, where will I go? Ahhhhhhhhh!
Stop it John. Let's study again, now."
As he opened the book, he fell asleep.
The next morning, he woke up cramming to read the lessons. Suddenly, he thought, "I should stop this. I know I had enough. I cannot let myself suffer in this course." He went to school dressed up, frowning, worrying because he knows he has not studied well.
When John's professor came into the room, he announced that the examination was postponed for some reasons. John felt the relief. His frown face got a smile on his face. He felt saved from a very hard examination. The professor announced that they can go home already telling htem he cannot attend the class.
John said, "Oh thank you. maybe not studying a lot will postpone examinations. Haha. Kidding. Well, I have to go home and sleep again. I want to sleep!"
"Oh, I already slept a lot last night. Well, it's a great feeling. Maybe I should just sleep always," John added.
John rode on a public transportation. He sat beside the driver.
While on the trip. All the passengers went down the public transportation. John was left beside the driver of the vehicle. The driver talked.
Driver: Hey dude. Where's your destination?
John is asleep.
Driver: Hey dude. Wake up. You're on a public transport. Where's your destination?
John is half awake. John: My destination? Oh, I don't know. I don't know where this course will bring me. I'll just continue till where this will stop. I just study. Studying all over again.
Driver: So, you're a student, a studious student. You're studying with sleepless night, I guess your family expects a lot from you?
John: Yeah. They spent too much money for me to study. We're not rich but I got my scholarship but they still pay for some of my expenses. They expect I can finish this course.
Driver: But, do you like your course?
John: I love my course now. Honestly, I entered this course though I know nothing. Now that I liked it, I just can't get out. I have no option not to like it.
Driver: You know, you're lucky. Oh no, you're blessed.
John fully woke up. John: Oh why? Suffering in school? Blessed?
Driver: Yeah. You know, when I was your age. We're rich, I have all the means but I don't want to go to school. I spend my time with friends going at the bar. I got sleepless nights just drinking beers and chasing women.
I stopped so soon, that's why I wasn't at my destination. You are still on your destination, you are blessed young student. Pursue your dreams. Believe in yourself, what you believe is what you can do.
I did not suffer in school before. But, now I'm suffering being just a driver on a public transport. You are suffering in school now, but you won't suffer when you have your job and get rich someday.
My dream is to be a Mechanical Engineer, but I ended up as a driver of a machine. I like my course but I did not love studying. You are loving your course, you can study well, you can finish your course if you believe in yourself.
Go on your destination. If you have "what-ifs", just ignore them. Like what I said, "Believe in yourself, what you believe is what you can do."
John: (Inspired) Thank you very much for that motivation. I can do this. Just last night, I am so worried. Now, you carried all my worries away. Thank you so much!
Driver: You're welcome. Just remember my story, you'll be motivated. You still have your chance, go to your desired destination.
John: There's my destination. Stop the vehicle over there. Thanks for the motivating ride.Hoping I could ride with your vehicle again.
Driver: See, you arrived at your destination. Good luck on your studies! God bless you.
John: Yeah thanks!
The public transport went away as John run fast going to his bedroom. John is looking for something. And, voila..
John burnt the note he has written last night. John believed what's written in the note became true, it happened on their conversation with the driver. So, John wrote a new note of his destination.
Monday, December 31, 2012
2012: Reflection
I always do reflection every year-end, but this will be the first time I will post my reflection in this blog. What is this about? Well, I will write here the memories of this year, includes also the lessons I learned in this year's experience. Sounds great, right? So, here it is.
I have a strong faith in God. I know God knows everything that happens in my life. God gives me the things I need, and oftentimes, the things I pray for.
I remember, I prayed for a Birthday Wish to see the woman I love. On the day of my birthday, I really have seen her, though for a very short time. Still, that completed my birthday. I really thanked God for that. Guess what, the next day, I saw her again. And, she sang me a birthday song very loud. She doesn't know how she made me happy. But God knows how happy I am. Thank you very much!
I have prayed very much for a scholarship for my tuition. When I applied for it last year, I asked God's presence and guidance. I worked for the school in exchange for the scholarship. And, one semester this year, I didn't worked for the school yet I was granted the scholarship. Just recently, I was given the scholarship again, and I knew that this will be continuous until I graduate. This scholarship really means a lot for me, this scholarship is really a "need" for me. I thank God. He knows I need it. He knows. Now, I don't have to worry for my tuition, I just have to do my part and that is to study very well in school. Thank you God! :)
After the school year 2011-2012, I find myself very tired from school. March 31, I asked God one blessing. Just one blessing. Suddenly, on that day, a blessing appeared. @CloseupPH announced that I have a VIP Seat on a TV Show, Party Pilipinas. So, the next day, my sister and I went to Party Pilipinas and watched the artists perform LIVE. I even had a picture from some of the beautiful artists on the network. This was a perfect trip for me after a stressful school days. Thank you, Close Up Philippines! Thank you, God! :)
This year, I experienced the most challenging year for studying. I almost failed in one of my subject. But, I didn't lose hope in my course, instead, I studied very hard. Almost sleepless nights just to get perfect scores and climb up from the downfall. Of course, that is with the help of God. I pray to God for each of my quizzes and activities. I did it well. I got a high grade, though not very high, but it's high. I'm satisfied with what grade my effort deserves. Still, this year made me realize hat I should study hard for my career if I really want to achieve my dreams. Honestly, when I take quizzes or exams, I think God is watching me doing my best. Actually, I think He is cheering for me. :) Thank you God. :) "God has to break you in order to build you."
This year, I wrote of a story that was given recognition in Chicago, USA. Well, I write for people to read. I want to spread knowledge and wisdom to my readers, also to entertain them sometimes. Until, someone told me that a post in my blog was put in their website based in Chicago. I am very happy, I don't expect it. With that, I became more inspired to write more in any genre. As long as it's worth reading and worth the reader's time. Thank God. I know, He gave this recognition for me because he knows I love blogging.
Because this year brought me closer to God, I became more conscious of my actions. When I do inappropriate things, I feel guilty. This makes me want to do good things to people. I even noticed that I am more of a soft heart now. Hey, not a gay. But a man who can easily forgive people and concerns many people. This is the best change that happened to me this year. Patience is a virtue. I am more patient now. Patience to my studies, patience to the wrongdoings of people, patience to understand people, patience to wait for the right time and patience for many things.
The greatest transformation to me happened this year. Love life consumes much of my time, because before I think love is the greatest inspiration. This year, I disregarded love life. I put my focus on my dreams. To study so I can achieve my dream. So, my study habits became very great. I am able to study very well now. Now is the time to focus on my dreams. I have so much time to find love after achieving my dreams. My ambitions are now higher and I can see clear results. Thank you God! I asked you to put me on the best I can be, you made me a good student for my dreams. I know, when I become successful on my career, I can be a better man for the woman I will marry.
For now, these are all I remember. Hoping I could still remember memories and lessons by tomorrow so I can update this post. These are all for now.
Thank You God for such a wonderful year for me. I know the recent years are preparations for me to face the future. 2012 is very awesome! I hope 2013 is a lot better for me and for everyone. Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013. :)
I have a strong faith in God. I know God knows everything that happens in my life. God gives me the things I need, and oftentimes, the things I pray for.
I remember, I prayed for a Birthday Wish to see the woman I love. On the day of my birthday, I really have seen her, though for a very short time. Still, that completed my birthday. I really thanked God for that. Guess what, the next day, I saw her again. And, she sang me a birthday song very loud. She doesn't know how she made me happy. But God knows how happy I am. Thank you very much!
I have prayed very much for a scholarship for my tuition. When I applied for it last year, I asked God's presence and guidance. I worked for the school in exchange for the scholarship. And, one semester this year, I didn't worked for the school yet I was granted the scholarship. Just recently, I was given the scholarship again, and I knew that this will be continuous until I graduate. This scholarship really means a lot for me, this scholarship is really a "need" for me. I thank God. He knows I need it. He knows. Now, I don't have to worry for my tuition, I just have to do my part and that is to study very well in school. Thank you God! :)
After the school year 2011-2012, I find myself very tired from school. March 31, I asked God one blessing. Just one blessing. Suddenly, on that day, a blessing appeared. @CloseupPH announced that I have a VIP Seat on a TV Show, Party Pilipinas. So, the next day, my sister and I went to Party Pilipinas and watched the artists perform LIVE. I even had a picture from some of the beautiful artists on the network. This was a perfect trip for me after a stressful school days. Thank you, Close Up Philippines! Thank you, God! :)
This year, I experienced the most challenging year for studying. I almost failed in one of my subject. But, I didn't lose hope in my course, instead, I studied very hard. Almost sleepless nights just to get perfect scores and climb up from the downfall. Of course, that is with the help of God. I pray to God for each of my quizzes and activities. I did it well. I got a high grade, though not very high, but it's high. I'm satisfied with what grade my effort deserves. Still, this year made me realize hat I should study hard for my career if I really want to achieve my dreams. Honestly, when I take quizzes or exams, I think God is watching me doing my best. Actually, I think He is cheering for me. :) Thank you God. :) "God has to break you in order to build you."
This year, I wrote of a story that was given recognition in Chicago, USA. Well, I write for people to read. I want to spread knowledge and wisdom to my readers, also to entertain them sometimes. Until, someone told me that a post in my blog was put in their website based in Chicago. I am very happy, I don't expect it. With that, I became more inspired to write more in any genre. As long as it's worth reading and worth the reader's time. Thank God. I know, He gave this recognition for me because he knows I love blogging.
Because this year brought me closer to God, I became more conscious of my actions. When I do inappropriate things, I feel guilty. This makes me want to do good things to people. I even noticed that I am more of a soft heart now. Hey, not a gay. But a man who can easily forgive people and concerns many people. This is the best change that happened to me this year. Patience is a virtue. I am more patient now. Patience to my studies, patience to the wrongdoings of people, patience to understand people, patience to wait for the right time and patience for many things.
The greatest transformation to me happened this year. Love life consumes much of my time, because before I think love is the greatest inspiration. This year, I disregarded love life. I put my focus on my dreams. To study so I can achieve my dream. So, my study habits became very great. I am able to study very well now. Now is the time to focus on my dreams. I have so much time to find love after achieving my dreams. My ambitions are now higher and I can see clear results. Thank you God! I asked you to put me on the best I can be, you made me a good student for my dreams. I know, when I become successful on my career, I can be a better man for the woman I will marry.
For now, these are all I remember. Hoping I could still remember memories and lessons by tomorrow so I can update this post. These are all for now.
Thank You God for such a wonderful year for me. I know the recent years are preparations for me to face the future. 2012 is very awesome! I hope 2013 is a lot better for me and for everyone. Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013. :)
Goodbye 2012
What a beautiful year for me! :)
2012 has been such a beautiful year for me. Too many wonderful things happened to me, I've been very blessed. I think God has seen me doing very well in my life, he rewarded me too many things. Well, this awesome year is about to bid Goodbye hours from now, I know I have nothing to regret for the remaining hours because I have done too much for the whole year.
God has given me too much blessings as it overflows. Those overflowed blessings were shared to many people, doesn't matter if I know them or not. What's important is I am not greedy of the blessings, I'm still able to share them to people. I am able to give.
In the month of December, almost all my prayers to God are fulfilled. I guess, only one or two wishes were not granted. But still, too many wishes were fulfilled. I am very blessed!
Throughout 2012, I can say that it's almost a perfect year for me. Yeah, almost perfect because somehow there are still unwanted things that happened, but still, the year has been very good for me. I got many experiences, working with other people at the office, studying very hard for satisfying grades and many more.
I think, what made me very well this year is that, I focused now on my dreams. On the recent years, I always give most of my time on my love life like I am always looking for someone to be with. I always look for a girl or a woman I can court, like, always looking for relationships. The time I spent for love life is most of my time, I almost forgot myself. But, for this year, I had not spent time for my love life. Instead, I spent my time studying, dreaming to have better grades so I could maintain being in the Dean's List.
Since I don't give time for my love life. I have a lot of time for myself. Aside from studying, I spent my time reaching out to people. Giving. Giving my blessings to people. In the recent posts in my blog, I have written how much I loved giving to people. Give, give, and give.
It is giving, I think, made me feel I am a good person. It is how, I think, I can bring back the good things to God. God made me very happy this year. For me, the way to make God happy is through his people. If I can make other people happy, I can make God happy. :)
This year, I have been greatly close to God and the Church. As I go to school, in the morning, I always go to the Church first and pray to God. I am praying for a beautiful day.
In the morning, I pray for a beautiful day. Consider the 366 Days of 2012, I pray everyday for a beautiful day. What a beautiful year for me! :)
2012 has been such a beautiful year for me. Too many wonderful things happened to me, I've been very blessed. I think God has seen me doing very well in my life, he rewarded me too many things. Well, this awesome year is about to bid Goodbye hours from now, I know I have nothing to regret for the remaining hours because I have done too much for the whole year.
God has given me too much blessings as it overflows. Those overflowed blessings were shared to many people, doesn't matter if I know them or not. What's important is I am not greedy of the blessings, I'm still able to share them to people. I am able to give.
In the month of December, almost all my prayers to God are fulfilled. I guess, only one or two wishes were not granted. But still, too many wishes were fulfilled. I am very blessed!
Throughout 2012, I can say that it's almost a perfect year for me. Yeah, almost perfect because somehow there are still unwanted things that happened, but still, the year has been very good for me. I got many experiences, working with other people at the office, studying very hard for satisfying grades and many more.
I think, what made me very well this year is that, I focused now on my dreams. On the recent years, I always give most of my time on my love life like I am always looking for someone to be with. I always look for a girl or a woman I can court, like, always looking for relationships. The time I spent for love life is most of my time, I almost forgot myself. But, for this year, I had not spent time for my love life. Instead, I spent my time studying, dreaming to have better grades so I could maintain being in the Dean's List.
Since I don't give time for my love life. I have a lot of time for myself. Aside from studying, I spent my time reaching out to people. Giving. Giving my blessings to people. In the recent posts in my blog, I have written how much I loved giving to people. Give, give, and give.
It is giving, I think, made me feel I am a good person. It is how, I think, I can bring back the good things to God. God made me very happy this year. For me, the way to make God happy is through his people. If I can make other people happy, I can make God happy. :)
This year, I have been greatly close to God and the Church. As I go to school, in the morning, I always go to the Church first and pray to God. I am praying for a beautiful day.
In the morning, I pray for a beautiful day. Consider the 366 Days of 2012, I pray everyday for a beautiful day. What a beautiful year for me! :)
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Mosaic Heartache
I have been with many girls in my entire life, I have a lot of them as friends, I have some of them as close friends, I have some of them as crushes, I have some of them with mutual understandings, I have some of them who I courted, I have some of them I have kissed, I have some of them with relationships.
Let me tell you a story of my love life. This is exclusive to the readers of my blog, so consider your self very lucky. *laugh* Since, this is a story of my love life, maybe let's not talk of the guys anymore. :D
Of course, since I was a child, the best woman I have ever loved is my mother. I am very blessed to have my mom by my side, there is no greater love than a mother's love.
As I remember, I started to have a crush, or puppy love, when I was in kindergarten. So young right? Hahaha. Well, I just remember her, but not the name and looks anymore. All I know is that I had a puppy love in that very young age.
When I was in elementary, I had several crushes. I can't remember how many, but I know there is. And then, there is this girl in Grade 6 (I'm in Grade 6 too) who I really admire. Everytime she's passing by, all I wanna do is look at her. She's really beautiful, and we both live on the same neighborhood. One of my friend is her classmate, and I knew that she already have her cellphone so I got her phone number. Well, I don't have a phone that time, I am borrowing the phone of my friend just to text my crush. Haha. At a very young age, I already know those stuffs. :D However, when we graduated in elementary, I haven't seen her. Unless, I walk by their house. Sometimes I see her, and I'm so attracted by her. But, she don't know me anymore. Awww..
Now, let's go in my high school life, I mean, love life. When I was in high school, I have met a lot of girls in my life. Here, many things happened that are so remarkable.
Let's start with my first love. This girl is my first love way back when we were in first year high school. I really felt that I love her. I love to see her, I find myself smiling when I see her, or even just hear her name. Well, I confronted her my feelings. And, I was friendzoned. Aww.. Yeah it hurts. But you know, It is her rejection that made us stick together, and now we're like best friends though we seldom meet now. I just learned that "Rejection is not about having things away from you, but it is one way to keep it with you." I may be rejected with love, but it is our friendship that make us together. I already wrote about us in one of my posts in this blog. So maybe you could read about it. :)
There is also this girl who I have loved. Well, it's a man's nature to feel the lust. But, with too much attraction I see at her, I end up feeling in love. Yeah, we are friends, but everytime we're together, I treat her like a princess. I give some of the things she want without expecting in return, all I wanna see is that she's happy. Everytime she has problems, I'm always there she can talk with. There's mutual understanding. I told her my feelings, friendzoned again. I'm just a friend to her. However, when I confronted her, we became like in a relationship. I also have kissed her in the lips, that's the best thing I can't forget about her. :) We also had slept in one night together, that was in our closing party. Hey you're thinking it wrong, we slept together so I could protect her through the night, so no other guys will do bad things to her while sleeping. We're friends. Yeah, friends.
I also fell in love with a flirt. We just started from a conversion of love, though we don't know each other that time. Just a funny conversation. So I courted her. All along, I was courting a girl who already has her boyfriend. She kept everything to me. So I just left her hanging. Until, she and her boyfriend broke up, she said she loves me. And me, I ignored. I can never love her for long, if she has kept everything to me that time, she can do it again and betray me in the future. So, I just bid her with the one last kiss and goodbye.
The girl I really love the most, I called her Maria in my previous blog posts. I would summarize it here, you could read the whole story on my previous posts. Well, I am truly, madly, deeply in love with this girl. I have the feelings that I know I am the man she deserves to be with, the man he would be happy to marry. I love her. I still love her though she had boyfriend that time. We always text, tweet, chat, and meet. Many people knew I love her, because it's pretty obvious. I just don't know why I ended up friendzoned. She is the girl I loved the most, I even considered it true love. I have the true love, she doesn't. It really hurts, I got tears in my eyes, it took me a long time to move on and I until now, I still love her. I don't have regrets if we ended up like this, because I know throughout my courtship, I had showed her everything I got and make her feel the love I have. This is the most hurting heartbreak I have in my life. And, now she just calls me "Kuya". I just don't know how to interpret it. But we're glad as friends now.
Let's not just talk about the relationships, since all are not-so-serious relationships, though it's serious for me but not for the other. I just wanna thank them for the time they spared with me. :)
I have more stories to tell, but quite similar to the recent stories. Throughout my high school years, I have kissed a number of woman, mingled with them. We've been more than friends but less than lovers. But, I have never invited a girl to do the sex thing. I love them, and I want first to get married with the woman I will love eternally before doing that thing. I respect every girl I have loved. Just to clear it :))
So, what's the point of narrating these stories? I don't know, I just want to. Haha.
I may seem to be like a flirty guy, having mutual relations with different woman. But, you know, with the stories of my love life, I have learned a lot. With my immaturity to fling with many woman, I became mature enough to choose or to know the woman I'm going to marry.
Since college, I've never committed in a relationship. Because I'm more meticulous in choosing the woman I can be with. Also, if ever I will commit myself in a relationship, I am looking for the woman who I'm gonna marry. The woman I can be with forever. With the past love stories I experienced, I knew the characteristics I've been looking in a woman.
The title of this blog is Mosaic Heartaches, it's obvious because my of life is full of heartbreaks. These heartaches are worthy to experience because you can be able to know what love really is. As they say, you will know what is right when you know what is wrong.
When I was young, I thought LOVE is the best inspiration to study well in school. That was the biggest misconception in my life. Now that I'm in college, I focused in my dreams and with God. My academic performance had improved, dreams and God is the best inspiration in my studies. I am wrong to think that love can inspire me, because I wasn't good when I was in high school. In college, I am right to choose my dreams and God as my inspiration and I'm doing well now in school.
To sum it up, love can be an inspiration, if it motivates you to study well. If love makes you miserable, have cutting class, and lower grades. Love is not an inspiration. You should be wise. There are many things that can inspire you, do not focus on love. If you got hurt on your past relationships, don't make yourself miserable. Instead, make yourself wiser to choose the right person in your life.
When love hurts, it really is love. But if love doesn't work, don't force it to happen. When love makes you good, it is inspiration. When love makes you bad, it is desperation.
So guys, make your mosaic heartaches turn into an art of a beautiful masterpiece. The masterpiece of a beautiful love story. :)
Let me tell you a story of my love life. This is exclusive to the readers of my blog, so consider your self very lucky. *laugh* Since, this is a story of my love life, maybe let's not talk of the guys anymore. :D
Of course, since I was a child, the best woman I have ever loved is my mother. I am very blessed to have my mom by my side, there is no greater love than a mother's love.
As I remember, I started to have a crush, or puppy love, when I was in kindergarten. So young right? Hahaha. Well, I just remember her, but not the name and looks anymore. All I know is that I had a puppy love in that very young age.
When I was in elementary, I had several crushes. I can't remember how many, but I know there is. And then, there is this girl in Grade 6 (I'm in Grade 6 too) who I really admire. Everytime she's passing by, all I wanna do is look at her. She's really beautiful, and we both live on the same neighborhood. One of my friend is her classmate, and I knew that she already have her cellphone so I got her phone number. Well, I don't have a phone that time, I am borrowing the phone of my friend just to text my crush. Haha. At a very young age, I already know those stuffs. :D However, when we graduated in elementary, I haven't seen her. Unless, I walk by their house. Sometimes I see her, and I'm so attracted by her. But, she don't know me anymore. Awww..
Now, let's go in my high school life, I mean, love life. When I was in high school, I have met a lot of girls in my life. Here, many things happened that are so remarkable.
Let's start with my first love. This girl is my first love way back when we were in first year high school. I really felt that I love her. I love to see her, I find myself smiling when I see her, or even just hear her name. Well, I confronted her my feelings. And, I was friendzoned. Aww.. Yeah it hurts. But you know, It is her rejection that made us stick together, and now we're like best friends though we seldom meet now. I just learned that "Rejection is not about having things away from you, but it is one way to keep it with you." I may be rejected with love, but it is our friendship that make us together. I already wrote about us in one of my posts in this blog. So maybe you could read about it. :)
There is also this girl who I have loved. Well, it's a man's nature to feel the lust. But, with too much attraction I see at her, I end up feeling in love. Yeah, we are friends, but everytime we're together, I treat her like a princess. I give some of the things she want without expecting in return, all I wanna see is that she's happy. Everytime she has problems, I'm always there she can talk with. There's mutual understanding. I told her my feelings, friendzoned again. I'm just a friend to her. However, when I confronted her, we became like in a relationship. I also have kissed her in the lips, that's the best thing I can't forget about her. :) We also had slept in one night together, that was in our closing party. Hey you're thinking it wrong, we slept together so I could protect her through the night, so no other guys will do bad things to her while sleeping. We're friends. Yeah, friends.
I also fell in love with a flirt. We just started from a conversion of love, though we don't know each other that time. Just a funny conversation. So I courted her. All along, I was courting a girl who already has her boyfriend. She kept everything to me. So I just left her hanging. Until, she and her boyfriend broke up, she said she loves me. And me, I ignored. I can never love her for long, if she has kept everything to me that time, she can do it again and betray me in the future. So, I just bid her with the one last kiss and goodbye.
The girl I really love the most, I called her Maria in my previous blog posts. I would summarize it here, you could read the whole story on my previous posts. Well, I am truly, madly, deeply in love with this girl. I have the feelings that I know I am the man she deserves to be with, the man he would be happy to marry. I love her. I still love her though she had boyfriend that time. We always text, tweet, chat, and meet. Many people knew I love her, because it's pretty obvious. I just don't know why I ended up friendzoned. She is the girl I loved the most, I even considered it true love. I have the true love, she doesn't. It really hurts, I got tears in my eyes, it took me a long time to move on and I until now, I still love her. I don't have regrets if we ended up like this, because I know throughout my courtship, I had showed her everything I got and make her feel the love I have. This is the most hurting heartbreak I have in my life. And, now she just calls me "Kuya". I just don't know how to interpret it. But we're glad as friends now.
Let's not just talk about the relationships, since all are not-so-serious relationships, though it's serious for me but not for the other. I just wanna thank them for the time they spared with me. :)
I have more stories to tell, but quite similar to the recent stories. Throughout my high school years, I have kissed a number of woman, mingled with them. We've been more than friends but less than lovers. But, I have never invited a girl to do the sex thing. I love them, and I want first to get married with the woman I will love eternally before doing that thing. I respect every girl I have loved. Just to clear it :))
So, what's the point of narrating these stories? I don't know, I just want to. Haha.
I may seem to be like a flirty guy, having mutual relations with different woman. But, you know, with the stories of my love life, I have learned a lot. With my immaturity to fling with many woman, I became mature enough to choose or to know the woman I'm going to marry.
Since college, I've never committed in a relationship. Because I'm more meticulous in choosing the woman I can be with. Also, if ever I will commit myself in a relationship, I am looking for the woman who I'm gonna marry. The woman I can be with forever. With the past love stories I experienced, I knew the characteristics I've been looking in a woman.
The title of this blog is Mosaic Heartaches, it's obvious because my of life is full of heartbreaks. These heartaches are worthy to experience because you can be able to know what love really is. As they say, you will know what is right when you know what is wrong.
When I was young, I thought LOVE is the best inspiration to study well in school. That was the biggest misconception in my life. Now that I'm in college, I focused in my dreams and with God. My academic performance had improved, dreams and God is the best inspiration in my studies. I am wrong to think that love can inspire me, because I wasn't good when I was in high school. In college, I am right to choose my dreams and God as my inspiration and I'm doing well now in school.
To sum it up, love can be an inspiration, if it motivates you to study well. If love makes you miserable, have cutting class, and lower grades. Love is not an inspiration. You should be wise. There are many things that can inspire you, do not focus on love. If you got hurt on your past relationships, don't make yourself miserable. Instead, make yourself wiser to choose the right person in your life.
When love hurts, it really is love. But if love doesn't work, don't force it to happen. When love makes you good, it is inspiration. When love makes you bad, it is desperation.
So guys, make your mosaic heartaches turn into an art of a beautiful masterpiece. The masterpiece of a beautiful love story. :)
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